Overwhelm – 4/3/17
Sometimes you may look at your google calendar and weep.
In these situations, coffee = bad.
coffee = very very bad.
fear / anxiety / overwhelm -> coffee -> PANIC
Do not pair coffee with feelings of having too much on your plate.
1 out of 5 stars (variable, depending on the quality of your coffee / illegal substances)
Familiarity – 3/29/17
I came down to opening night of Blanka’s playwright debut, Adapt!
I was struck by a feeling of immersion in history, or histories – Czech history, immigrant history, but also the history of the Wilma. Everything is personal. Careers are personal. Collaborations are personal. Making theater is personal. I have been in residence for a year now with The Wilma. I have met many of the staff (and met more during this opening night), I have seen many of their productions, I know how the acting ensemble works together and I have watched them in a range of configurations. I know the strengths and personality of this institution and its artists. Are theaters people? They are so shaped by people that I think they might be.
5 out of 5 stars (this is a comforting feeling akin to love)
Curiosity – 4/2/17
I am curious how to make our workshop in May a real collaboration with the Hothouse.
How can I make the most room for the actors to actively contribute in shaping the characters?
Curiosity is the bedrock of creativity.
And of interesting life decisions.
5 out of 5 stars
Inspiration – 3/26/17
I had a new idea for the second act of my play. Can I implement it? Am I just getting carried away? Should I write two versions of the second act, and bring both in for us to consider?
Inspiration is wonderful but you don’t need it to start. You can start with curiosity and build toward inspiration. Curiosity is interest. Inspiration is state of intense positive affect, of enthusiasm… it is a peak emotion. It is easier to work your way up a ladder of emotions (boredom -> curiosity -> enjoyment-> frustration -> contemplation -> curiosity -> engagement -> uncertainty -> distraction -> engagement -> rest -> free association -> inspiration! -> burst of new energy -> focus -> hard work ) than to begin at the top.
4 out of 5 stars (because this emotion is terribly misunderstood and occasionally over hyped)
Curiosity, by Jean-Honore Fragonard